not so holiday...

i'm now consider in holiday adi... but i'm not really in holiday lo... =S why? because, i'm still having my HRM... @_@ haiz... can't blame others la... it's my choice... =S

so damn tired now... my sleep circalrithm corrupted... @_@ didn't sleep at night reading for my finals... i think it's been one week adi so the my clock spoilt adi... #_# cham lo... at night can't sleep... then at day sleepy but can't rest also... die man! just can't fall into sleep... *insomnia* OMG! i never thought that i would have that... maybe i just have too many things to settle... CKI got a big project waiting for me... then need to clean my house because my big sis's wedding is just aroubd the corner... then plan my study plan though i never really plan it then also need to update cki blog and the notice board... @_@ need to change my NRIC and driving license... (btw, i'm not a P driver liao... don't know should be happy or worry... *_*) it's like so damn a lot of arrow shooting to me...

anyway, lets just focus on the positive side...

yesterday was really happy... :) met my buddies and the belated b'day gal... :) so miss them... and accidently met a wei too! haha... nearly didn't notice them (fyi, she's with her bf... pak toh-ing... hehe...) happy is psychologically de... sad is physically de... my purse damn thin now... @_@ sudah kering kontang... @_@ go out is like that de lo... it's all about spending $$... sigh... wait wait wait, did i just shift back to my negative side? ish... *slaping myself* well, got some words to the dear b'day gal:

i know you don't want to recieve so MUCH from your friends but this is our way to show our love to you. please don't feel bad about the price or anything, just keep it and always remember us, that's the only thing we want form you. we want you t0 be happy always. really hope that you'll find your MR. right someday and live happily ever after. *hugs* anything not happy must share, don't just keep it by yourself... we will always be there for you! :') be confident always though you're not the best! i mean, we are not always the best in everything, but if we do not believe in ourselves we'll never discover our real power. never try never know. by the way, academic result is not everything. people who are rich with knowledge aren't recorder - record and retrive without processing (err... maybe this is not an good example... can't think of any materal... :P) applying what we've learn is the crucial part to survive. if you really can't get into any university that you aim for, don't think that's the end gal. you believe in god in god's term, he wants you to have another route to reach your dream. *ops, seems like i'm nagging adi... :P* anyhow, friends forever! ~<3

well, some of the words i mean for everyone, including me myself too. :") some friends are more than just friends, it's like family. ;-)

will always love YOU~