words that makes me think

did anyone watch UGLY BETTY last night on 8tv? actually i don't intended to watch as so damn a lot of assignments is piling up as high as KL tower adi... but then, my butt and my eyes just can't move away from the show... it's so emo-ish(to me) la the show...

Betty : "If you were to choose one between work and personal life, which would you choose?"
Elena : "If I did that, I would not have met your father..."

my mind: wow! never thought of that...


yeah... and plus in my earlier PSY207 class...

Dr. Anasuya : (in terms of working) WHO do you work for?

my mind: oh ya... WHOM actually i'm working for? or shall i state as WHAT am i working for?


and just now i find her to interprate my drawing(the class activity drawing), she said something that i didn't realise i'm doing that so hard for these years... it's kind of harsh actually... yet, that's the truth... reality is always not the best thing to hear and the hardest thing to accept... :(

i should have gone to meet her first before i go for my counselling in block b... sigh... because after i heard what Dr. Anasuya said to me, i felt that what i said in the counselling session is damn crap lo... though i know i did crap in the session as i really don't know what i'm suppose to "CURE"... @_@

well, talking about counselling, haha... these two days i had so packed counselling... hahaha... i mean today go for psy207's counselling for bonus point... (arh... don't mention about it again la...) then yesterday is career counselling... ok, that was really my FIRST time for individual counselling... it's so cold there(padan muka saya also la... i got bring jacket but malas to take out...) then i nervous somemore until my teeth is so shaking wei! =.= don't know she notice it or not... -_-! memang memalukan la! don't really need to be THAT nervous what... if nervous, today i SHOULD REALLY nervous... so freaky actually... you know "they" are there but you need to act naturally... then it really sucks when you know your "personal" things is going to be viewed by so MANY people... well, at least i know what the real feeling of being VIEWED. =S

and assignments... haiz... dead... really dead... no comment...



p/s: shouldn't be counselling leads us to feel better(with ourselves)? why i got worst? =(