bad thursday :(

suppose to still be in the exam hall now... but can't stay any longer... not yet finsh my studies so not much to write... because this paper is all subjective... =S what to do... no meed to study adi... this subject "break" too long adi... now really no mood la... no mood to study then ended up can't finish the studies... the lecturer treat us very good adi... she gave us all the scope... just that i couldn't finish study it... :( yeah... all my fault... :'( haiz... i think i can pass de... just that most probably get "C" again... i don't want to get "C" any more!!!!! :( at least give me a "B-" la... can't blame othe rpeople... it's definately my fault...

sometimes i wonder, do we actually lieing to ourselves that it's ok that you got no mood to study coz it's not all your fault... it might be true, but partially lo... but then... still think that it's definately all my responsibity for that... :(

and i hate the fact that i can't really focus while i'm in the exam halll... ****!!! dah la i didn't manage to finish study, then now my mind fly to all the parts of the world... mostly is to ms. winnee... @_@ keep thinking of the notes, the quiz(es), the class i missed... grrr... can't YOU just leave me alone?! really hate it... if anyone observes me in the exam hall (for a long time), you would definately think that i'm "high" adi... coz i keep shaking my head... hope that the flies would go away... :( really not into mood today... :(


p/s: friends, i'll be fine... just wana throw it out... will be better tomorrow perhaps ...