headache! painful!

my head is like going to explode now! ish... hate it! totally can't "fall asleep" so "lack of sleep" now. why when i'm on total "useless" mode will have such side effect???? sigh... :( holiday means good food, good sleep, good entertainment! i don't have all. even the entertainment isn't entertainment to me now. :( but i really wish to get some real "holiday" now. i know i won't have such chance anymore after this. soon i'll be a boring working girl. hate that. :( but, i'm not enjoying the holiday i have now. perhaps my "plan" was wrong. :( headache! headache! headache!