yet, another sem...

now is towards the end of november. it seems like i've just entered HELP and now going off HELP soon. can't deny i've aged. or in better word, i've leveled up, like playing games. endless levels were there for me to break through. part of me, honestly, still reluctant to move out of studying world. how i wish i could stay in this stage, lets say, forever. i believe there are some people eager to move out of this phase, so they'll get the "freedom", in their own definition. i think i've got the "freedom" all these while, since i'm very young, hence, not really a big deal (mostly). not that i don't want to move on, i just hate the fact that the working world is not that easy to stay with. can't be the naive me. can't do this, can't do that. if not you're "out". dislike these "fake-f**kers" game rules. it makes me question myself what is normal. normal people will go on and follow the f**kers rules. thus, anyone who are not following the rules are abnormal in the society and will be isolated. the word normal, derives from the word norm. what is a norm then? a norm, is where majority people's action or beliefs. in other words, normal  means people who follow the majority, while abnormal means people who do not follow the majority. may i know which legislation stated that people must be normal to live in the society? can't we have our own thoughts? it is for sure that i do not break any legislation if i refuse to move on to the next level. in fact, in games, we can still play the same level over and over and over, until you feel sick of it. why? why if i just stay on this level, forever, will be categorized as abnormal? funny but idiotic rules.